The sickness I fell victim to last Ramadan appears to have returned; I felt like I was dying then. I was surprised that I survived. Just in case, just in case I am called to the return, there are two things I must say.

Allah, I love you more than anything, anything in all the worlds I prostrate to you both in the flesh and in my heart and all the good I do is a tribute and a thanks to you.

Beloved of my heart, I want you to know that there is a great goodness in you, a righteous fire that seeks the path of loving submission to the Creator and of loving-kindness to the creation. You are an example to me. Most of all, I feel as if we are one soul in two bodies. I long for you in every way it is possible to long for another human being, and even beyond that. I feel trully complete when I am with you.
Persevere, Jaanu, persevere! And never forget that I love you, and that this love is not conditional.

Subhanallah,
Alhamdulillah,
Allahu Akbar.

Assalamu Alaykum.